She's Lost Control Again

Natalie, 21. Olympia, WA

Self-destruction as an art form.

  1. katasticalca: chillin at home
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  2. "Do not ignore it. Fuck it. Cry your heart out. Then fuck it some more."
    Charles Bukowski, from Selected Letters Vol. 4 (via poetrea)
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  5. "The universe is neither friendly nor hostile. It is merely indifferent. This makes me ecstatic. I have reached a nirvana of negativity. I can look futility in the face and still see promise in the stars."

    Sebastian Horsley: Dandy in the Underworld (2007)

    this book is still one of my favorites

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  7. OC 80’S I MISS YOU MORE THAN MY OWN MOTHER
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  9. i’m so sick of worrying about money. there’s never enough. money is such a horrid thing.

    but if I had enough money to not have to worry, I would buy all the drugs in the world and od in a minute.

    but then where would I be?

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  12. Sometimes I wish I were more into speed. I’m just so sleepy all the time. Fucking oxy…
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  13. born-on-the-coldest-day: click for grunge
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  14. look at those bitches smiling
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  15. human skulls always look like they’re smiling.

    i feel like that should mean something about the human creature’s natural state of being.

    it could mean something, but is only serves to piss me off more as i try to master drawing skulls.

    May, 15th 2013 @ 21:14 / Permalink →